Strange...

I think its broken. The strange unreal hold seems to be over. There is no feeling. At least not much involved. The demise is enlightening-ly anti-climatic. No shower of sparks or an eclipse or an explosion. Just a fizzle. A quiet death. Weird. I would have thought that this event would shatter the world around me. And I would have to be dragged out of here screaming and crying and ranting and raving. But how very quiet it all is. Surprising!!!

I hope to God that tomorrow when I write again, this storm has passed and what seems to be an ending is merely a pause. Have mercy.