do i?

do i scare you sometimes? does it feel like i am trying to achieve something or make a point which is not a good thing for you? do you feel judged? like i am more powerful and can will things into being. do u feel like i am trying to be your puppet master? well, i am not.

all i want is to be liked. so if you dont like me then i will try harder. cos i dont like the me that you dont like. trying harder is a desperate attempt and desperation is never pretty. so i may not be pretty now.

bear with me. try to understand who i am. maybe you will see that i am likable. maybe i will still not be. but whatever it is, at least you gave me a chance. thats all that i ask. give us a chance. we maybe friends. maybe we will never get to know. but at least a chance is worth it. dont u think?